Sunday 30 October 2011

the point of time

baru2 ni,ada sorg sahabat bertanyakan pasal tempoh pengajian aku kat UIA . Aku adalah pelajar asasi,jadi ramai org akan fikir yang aku hanya perlu menamatkan pengajian asasi dlm masa setahun . but actually,it goes differently with my condition . i'm not a 1-year programme student,but i'm 2-years programme student . once i said that,he got shocked . 2 years foundation ?? lamanya..

ya,,derr..
i've experienced that situation when i first knew of my study period in CFS . credit for those who'd knew about the system used in CFS IIUM . actually,the period of study is depends on students' EPT (english placement test) result that annually held during taaruf week for the newers of CFS IIUM . and all praise to Allah that i'd been granted with 1 1/2-year programme of foundation. however,as i pursuing syariah law,so my study period had been lengthen into 2 years.honestly,,i'd ever once thought of only pursuing for civil law,because of the long study period . but,,when i thought thoroughly about it,i realized that i'd to correct my intention for studying in IIUM . 

i'm not going to say more about my study , but i want to stress more on the word 'intention' . why we are here? in this world ? absolutely,searching for blessing from Allah and His knowledge .
that's what i searching for.i want to be a lawyer in islamic law . i'd kept this dream since i was in secondary school.sometimes i keep thinking of being a specialist in 'ilm faraid' or maybe can become a consultant major in 'family and relationship'. so,why not i sacrifice most of my time for it ? that's my dream .
we live and study for Allah ,for the sake of ummah,family and ourselves.not for getting attention and compliment from people . just let people say ,and let they think what they want to as they will never stop from talking . just be 'HUSNUZZON'..

my classmate had once said ,, 'kita datang sini pun nak belajar,so biar la berapa lama pun.lagi lama kita bljr,lagi byk yang kita dpt . insyaAllah' - Sulaiman Zamani

same goes with my other classmate which had exit in her EPT test ,, ' susah betol bila dah exit,sume org fikir aku pandai . smpai xde sapa nk guide . rsa mcm nk amik klas english lg je ' - Nana

there you go.some people might proud of being EXEMPTED , but some are not . although i'm sad because of it,but when i heard about these statements, i felt relieved . i know that i can't bear such situation when i get to face it . just think that Allah knows the best for you . He will not put such burden to His slaves unless they can really make it . maybe you won't get such attention from people but just step on it one by one . at last,you'll still get to stay at peak .

2:286


Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."


so,believe in His Qada' and Qadar . Stay on your way and never feel down because of small test . just face it . it's just suit with your needs and abilities . comfort your heart well and keep on tracking for His Blessing . if you need continuous consultation and counselling,ask your friend or parents or anyone to do it for you . just remember that Allah is always there for you.


~ ALL THE BEST ! ~


2 comments:

  1. assalamualaikum gud for sharing ur deep feeling inside ur heart... Credit for u as a respect for the establishment of this blog and also to others that help in this make up work for our group.. Fisabilillah... wassalam

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  2. jazakallah Z-mussempois. Thanx to ALLAH for given us this oppurtunity. Do support and pray for us. May ALLAH bless u

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